Not today.
I have to say –
Tell me why?
I don’t play!!
Try to direct me,
The path is hazy, the waves.
My cadence is stumbling.
The chastising, mesmerizing, surprising.
I find myself crying.
Play it out inside of me!
In front of me!
All around, up and down!
You won, got me on the ground!
Shout, what is it all about?
I’m choking, I feel like cloaking.
Deprived of the air; in my despair.
I reach for a chance.
To ready my soul.
I have to say, not today!
I have to find another way!
I have to find another way!
Mm OH, NOT TODAY!
