Which way’s Heaven?
Looks like time is lost.
It took so much time, for my heart and soul to defrost.
Wait, I’m still in need, for my mind to be flossed.
I’ve been burning, every bridge, I’ve ever crossed.
Will I be able to seek redemption, before my eyes are glossed?
Before, my towel is tossed?
Flip my sand dial;
I want to die an honorary mention.
Although, I do know, exactly what distorted my reflection.
I spent so much time, playing stupid;
chasing malign affection; endorsed in the negative attention.
I can’t help, but trace back to those times, I was given the wrong direction.
You know, I still have so many dying questions?
Oh, but, I’m not ready to return my remains, to the terrain.
Even though, I trudged through some shit, without any gain.
But, I’m not one to complain.
I’ve never put myself, down a back lane.
I’m not sure, yet, if I’ll rot in love, or die in disdain.
I’m plain Jane.
I don’t believe in love without pain.
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